Dear Matilda- Polarity in god and sophia

Dear Matilda

How are you?

I know I’ve just sent you a letter, but I couldn’t wait to share this with you. It was one of those moments I get in the bath, you know the ones, where I stare at the wall and ideas just come to me. Well, try this for size-

I feel this might land with us both… At the beginning of the universe there was once just 1. Everything existed as 1. But 1 got lonely so split into two. Two brings company and creates something in-between. The two became Yin and Yang. Masculine and Feminine. God and Sophia. O became infinity. The place in the middle, is love. The split created love and with it, the natural frequency of life. Love is our natural frequency.

It doesn’t need much more explaining, but of course, I was in the bath until the water gave me chills and my feet resembled bleached prunes.

I started to then look at all polarity, and eventually it was all I could see. Up, down, Left, right. Hot, cold. Black and white. Night and day. Shampoo and conditioner. One cannot exist without the other. It exists because there is polarity. Quantum mechanics explains this in far more detail than me in a bath, but you get the picture I am painting.

There is and must always be balance for it is the very essence of existence. I can’t speak of the universe as I haven’t visited, yet, but I can speak of earth. Our home. And here, the feminine energy on earth, at the moment, is suppressed in humans, and being minimised in nature. The purpose at this present moment is to return balance. It is to allow women to restore to their true Divine feminine energy. It is to allow men to return to their divine masculine energy and with it, bring balance. This is a rather radical thought at present, but oh to dream of an earth in balance, Matilda.

To do this though, we have to question who we are as a person.

Where do we sit in the polarity? Do we embrace our energy, or suppress it? For my adult life I’ve had to step into my masculine power. It's been needed to survive and in a vain attempt, keep me safe. I convinced myself I was all I ever needed and kept a wall up when it came to love. In survival mode I was my masculine, feminine and love all wrapped up as one, where in truth they are three separate elements. It would be incredible to fulfil all our own needs, but I have learnt the hard way, we can’t. That's why God split. To share existence with another. God and Sophia work in harmony with each other, and by looking at their example we can create this in our own lives here on earth. I know for me, that comes with trust.

To trust that I am enough in my feminine. That my feminine energy will serve me above all, and by that existence, the rest flows in. She is nurturing, creative and compassionate. All I was until the world taught me to be different. Do you remember the days I used to sit for hours giggling at the world around? How I used to feel happiness in helping others? The wonder and kindness I used to have? The magnetism to my character? Oh, she is a beautiful memory. I think I’ll be more her.

I often wonder if I live in fantasy land. If I do, I am OK with that. My fantasy is full of magic, and miracles. Of the complete unknown and yet predictability all at once. I’ve been learning how to sit in my feminine far more than my masculine, and at first it was uncomfortable. She wanted to roll around in the fields, and sing to the birds, literally, and he wanted to storm ahead and create three businesses all at once. He is exhausting. Now I am learning to feel comfortable. The bathroom wall showed me that my feminine side needs to feel safe to emerge and when she does, the masculine relaxes in her presence. Both are needed. It is the art of the balance that allows me to move forward in alignment with my true self.

As thoughts go, it certainly landed and since that bath, life has started shifting. I’ve been learning to live in the present, in full belief tomorrow will be incredible. It is that belief that drives me to make the best of now. Wow, what a place to be. To believe that, to believe in God not as one entity but two, makes room for possibilities to open up. Anything is possible, and we both know that very well. So if life can change at any moment, for it will, I believe it will be for the best.

I would love to know your thoughts on this Matilda. Infinity is a truly marvellous idea when seen as the living flow and balance of life.

I love you,

Ophelia